Hi, I am 23 year old female. I have a close female friend, we are best friends. We went to a party 2 days back and stayed with her male friend. So we 3 stayed together. She was high and drunk and I was also drunk, but was conscious to manage things. She was unconscious from the beginning and was continuously vomiting. In the night, I just touched her boobs and she argued that I touched her private part. I had cleaned her vomited clothes next morning as she was still high next day. I didn't want to lie her so I said her that I touched your boobs. She got angry for that. She blocked me everywhere in phone and whatsapp and doesn't want to talk to me anymore. In my thought, cleaning her vomit no one will do, even I cleaned her inners which she used previous day. But she doesn't think about it and she has only the touching in her mind. She doesn't want to continue friendship with me. I have thought her as my close friend and had thought her as a part of my body. Now it hurts me very badly. I literally feeling like being psycho. I am unable to concentrate on anything. Not getting proper sleep. Totally I am feeling broken and want to die. Can you give me some good medicine for sleep and tensions which doesn't have side effects?