Hello. Frankly, I have been masturbating since I was in school, may be 5th or 6th standard. I don't know how but ya I started off doing that from the young age. I did not realize what I was doing till my 12th standard n so I thought let's stop this as this is a wrong thing that I am doing. I tried to find out about what this and later I realized pressing the vagina is masturbating. I stopped it completely till now because I had many questions in my mind. What if I get HIV? What if I cannot get married then? What if I do not have kids? Am I normal then? What if I have sex with other partner, will that effect my vagina? _whenever there is the marriage talk I always get panicked whether I will be able to do anything in my marriage. Is the sexual desire getting over in me? I completed stopped and now I am 25 and I have the marriage proposals in front of me and I really don't know whether I should take any step as such .This is a genuine problem of mine which am dealing with past many years. Everyone is getting married and having kids and here the biggest question is will I also be able to do all this. I am. Tensed as I am the eldest in the house. I have to take some help and I am seeking out for a loyal n genuine advise which will help me in my life and future. I am 25 and this year I have been masturbating many times after like 6-7 years again. Can you please suggest me on my issues, if everything is normal and I will have a good sexual life with my partner after marriage? I have been into depression because of this many a times.