I am a newly married girl. Its a love come arrange marriage. BUt anger from my childhood was always distructive. Currently I am not working for the last five months since I got married. The sad part is even for small thing I go mad at my husband and I abuse him and hit him badly. In my anger I dont see at whom I am roaring and throwing and hitting. And when I am alone I would cry out loud and feel like punishing myself. I dont feel loved and cared and accepted. I know suside is a sin so I wont commit, but I dont want to live.

Dr. Aravinda JawaliPsychiatristyrs exp

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It is good you loved and married by arrangement. You lucky. Since you are n a new environment you will have to go through a adaptation syndrome which is producing anger to your husband and on yourself, Feeling empty is also the reason why you get angry. All these phenomena every girl married faces in our society and coping with this stress of adaptation varies and some do adapt well some suffer. Any way you have to accept this phenomena happens to every human being if you go to a new atmosphere. Have to cope up with emotional life /likes and dislikes/ not working or stopping job since 5 months and you want to work are all the issues you may wish to speak out.  

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