I think too much and plan too much , since my childhood , but couldn't anything like my plans. Now I have a good running business and a nice family. But I have lots and lots of problems which I have created by being lazy all time and accumulating my jobs. Today I don't have time for anyone , even my family .whenever I gather some courage to do my pending jobs. I try to do them fast. And again gets back to the same dead end. It seems that the life is finished. I am not able to fulfill anyone's wishes and not even mine. I am totally trapped in my own problems. Now I can't even leave my addiction to smoking and drinking. That is further ruining my life. I am totally messed up.please help