Hi, I am turning 30 in July 2019. I take Finax 1 mg to control hair loss and as I result I have been taking prescribed anti depressants for past 15 months. Pills are helping me but my condition has become very strange. I have become very casual and lazy and I do not feel like achieving anything. Even when I feel like doing something just one road bump and I leave it and feel like doing something else. With gods grace I have a permanent job where it is not so easy to chuck me out but my boss would definitely be thinking of doing so. I do not have a girl friend and I have never been in a proper relationship. I am scared of marrying as it feels I am incapable of handling relationships as I do not feel confident about myself. I can hardly take care of my self. Life is just passing by in front of my eyes day by day. I see myself losing every now and then. I feel bad for some time and then the pills come to relax me. I have become a loser and a laughingstock and I am not guilty for it. How do I make my life meaningful?