I really feel so depressed because of my looks. I just keep thinking about my looks all the time. I still feel good about myself when I am at home. But when I go outside. I become very conscious and feel I am so short and thin and how somebody will take me seriously. I feel so anxious. It has become my habit to repeat things again and again. Like I try to make myself understand that I have to do this and that. But I do something else. Then I keep repeating that I don't have to think over and over. I don't want to do but my mind forces me to do so otherwise I feel unsatisfied. I don't believe myself anything that I can do something. And I don't believe anything else that it can help me or give me results. I feel like my mind is blocked. I am not able to read properly I have to read one line again to understand it. I can't think about anything clearly. I met two psychs before. But it seemed like they just want to earn money and didn't want to go in deep and solve my problem.