What are the symbols of depression. Due to my job profile I have to stay alone away from family. I usually visit my family once in a month. Off late I am developing strong addiction for orgnasing everything around me. This is quite different from my nature. Currently I also feel insecure about my current job due to market conditions. My sleeping time is also reduced I hardly sleep for 5 to 6 hrs that is also from 2 to 7 in night. I am also gaining weight off late. I feel these changes specially from last 3 months when I was not selected for government job during interview after passing written exam. I was very sure of my selection. Recently one officer near my guest house committed suicide. I do not know if it is affecting me. I feel my relation with wife are also detoriating. Although I am very sure we love and respect each other alot.