I had severe depression for three months and took medication for six months total nine months but the medicines are working too but there is still ups and downs which makes me depress and living becomes tough again somehow I manage it and move on will I ever get back to normal I feel myself as a waste, I don't have any genetic problem for my depression an incident occurred in previous year that major guilt is killing me will I be able to enjoy my life like others I have lost my cheerful personality I look bored now every time zero interest lack of confidence logic gone makes me look like a stupid.