I am having severe depression. Experiencing lot of heaviness in the head. Lot of sadness, Crying,Suffocation, Har cheez ko Dekh kar ghabrahat ho rahi hai. Feel a heat wave running in my body. Uneasiness,Heaviness, lethargic feeling, Can't sleep can't eat. Doing feel like eating inspite of being hungry. Feels like there is nothing in my life. What am I doing? Why am I living? What is my life it's better to die. I am getting very strong suicidal tendencies and very strong urge to commit it. I fear that I can do anything though I am trying to control myself a lot. I experience feeling of frequent urination too and my stomach is also getting upset. I am getting irritated also due to this. please help I want to get out of it as soon as possible. moreover my mother keeps knife and scissors in front of my all the mind and is telling me news about murder and suicide inspite of my telling her not to do this and she thinks if I am going through all this means I have gone mad.