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I am 20 years old student. Lots of family issues. And a person from last 1 year I am telling her mom. Basically. I am feeling depressed, lost sometimes feeling to suicide. And feeling lost that I have nobody with me. Feeling to show my feelings but unable to do so. Relationship I am scared of looking at my parents. And I sometimes think of have drugs. And smoking. And it puts me high on my mind. Unable to think n feeling to die. I really want to come out of my past n have a better life and education n bring lots of thing to my new mom. please guide me. I m scared. I don't want to end up my life in waste What should I do. I feel like I just want to die and have no reason to live.

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Some things you say is not clear. I am presuming that your dad married again and you have lost your biological mother for some reason. You want to do good and that is really an excellent wish and thought to have. But you also sound very disturbed that just giving you advice on text messages is not going to work for you. You need help and soon too. To have a death wish at any time, is itself not normal. Your situation must be extraordinary for such desperation. Kindly seek a psychiatrist’s help without any delay, and take some responsible family member with you. Life is extremely precious, and everyone is turning the world upside down to survive and stretch life to the maximum. Please visit a geriatric ward and you will understand what I am saying. I feel something that is bothering you that may appear impossible but that is the fallacy. Every problem has a solution and only by speaking with someone else will you come to know the different alternatives to your situation. People who are severely depressed tend to think suicidal thoughts, generally. Depression is treatable although it may not seem so to the depressed mind. Also, if you are religiously/spiritually-oriented, you will never entertain thoughts of destroying life. Suicide does not solve problems, facing life square-on does. You may be feeling hopeless under the circumstances but that will be so, if you are withdrawn and do not share your problem with others. Please seek help from a professional immediately. Alternatively, reach out to a religious person for some spiritual intervention.
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