My loneliness is getting bigger and bigger my thoughts are forcing me to indulge bad habit am no way in controlled by my parents friends. And I had a girlfriend whom I thought her as my world has been broken and I don't know where to find a good counselor I have started to smoke drink, and started to have marijuana I couldn't kill me? I am suffering full off bad thoughts and guilty conscious. I don't know how to overcome this situation and I could concentrate on my studies I need someone for caring me and I want my head to be placed on who someone caring me how can I overcome my loneliness and my bad habits?