Hi I am married 33 years old .I feel I am in depression n my condition is getting worsen day by day. I am in joint family. .as a person I am appreciated everywhere my job place. Family .friends. .except my mother in law. I have a son he was born after many miscarriages. .I hardly speak. She keep on taunting. .shouting. Nobody can dare to say anything to her. But outside she shower lots of love on me. My relation wd my husband is also not at par. We r hardly like hub wife. .when I share he says. God is looking .I m trying my level best to divert my mind towards my son. .bt I am helpless. .she tries her level best to keep my son away bt thankfully she is not succeeded. Though she has managed her son. I feel so lonely here. Should I get out of this marriage. .for the first time I have said don't give me stress otherwise I llkill myself. .bt of no use.