Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. I can understand your suitation. It's basically a understanding and expectations gaps between you and parents that's causing all such troubles.
Be positive. First you need a source to ventilate your feelings
, emotions and concerns to relieve your mind. You may need a relationship counseling to do this and slowly overcome this problem by understanding and following few stress
management techniques. Happy to help you in handling this issue. Feel free to reach me online through Lybrate
app for further detailed evaluation.