I was diagnosed with ocd and depressive traits. I used to be anxious because of the mood disorders I have met so far. I took flunil 60 mg and it has been 3 months since I started taking it. The irony is I lost my ocd; my anxiety and I think I am becoming emotionally numb. I no longer feel the warmth of love, excitement of attraction. I don't feel sad at upsetting situations. I lost my motivation and drive to settle in a higher position in life. Sometimes I feel like its better before to be a human than to be a zombie now. Recently I have tapered my dose to 40 mg under my docs supervision. I found many therapies and tools like yoga to be more effective than medication. Now I am determined to exercise regularly, do yoga, sing songs, take stairs, avoid caffeine, meditate, take herbal supplements, avoid caffeine and what not! Now I got a clearer view of my problem and better strategies to cope with it. Will it be safe to taper on my meds gradually now? I have been on escitalopram before for just 3 months.