I have a problem of ocd since 5 years. I have three thoughts that disturbed me always. It is increasing day by day. In 2012, it was only one problem but in 2015 it becomes 2 and in2016 it becomes 3. My problem is that one day I was talking to my sister suddenly I was thinking something and looking at my sister but my sister fold her hands then I thought my sister is thinking that I am staring her chest. That thought creates in my mind in 2015. Till now, when I talk to any lady then I started look her chest. I am helpless. I can't control because that thought remains in my mind. Although I tried my best. But I can't control. This problem destroyed my whole life. I have taken treatment from two doctors in past but no benefit. I am am educated person having good job and engineering degree. Now, I just want to commit suicide. But I want to live. I don't want to die. Please help me.