My life is not good and my thinking & attitude is not at all good. I feel depression, hesitation and fear all the time. I don't know how to live happily and peacefully. I am trying to motivate myself and watch motivational videos and quotes. Those helped me to manage for short period of time. I want to live happily and achieve what the best I can. I used to feel suicide phobia and thanks for those doctors helped me in Lybrate come out of it. Now I am looking to concentrate on my life growth. I feel good attitude makes difference. I am working in IT sector and earning a small salary and I want to do agriculture and set up some agriculture based business. Kindly help me. Thanks and Regards Ram Manohar 34 years Male single.