I am suffering from depression. When I have my periods my mother-in-law treats me like I have done some bad karma. Does not allow me to enter in kitchen, throw everything, I have to sit in my room, do not allowed me to open fridge, also I have to wash my own vessels, even after 4 days without any single strain she ask to send bed sheet for wash. Totally rubbish. What should I do? My husband does not give any support to me also. I shared with him million time.

Dr. Prashant K VaidyaHomeopath10yrs exp

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Depression creeps upon you quietly. It is a ghost that lives with you wherever you are, whatever you do, eating away the person you once used to be. At the beginning you struggle with little things but you ignore them thinking they are just little blunders. It?s like a headache and you tell yourself it?s temporary, it shall go away in hour or two. You say it?s just an another bad day, but it?s not. You get stuck in the same maze. Putting on a mask, struggling through the same damn shit on a new day. You put on a play everyday and it costs you more than you ever could think of after a nightmare. You walk and then gradually start running away from loved ones, sometimes, completely cutting them off from your life because they do not hold the strength to understand what is happening with you. The little things that used to put a smile on your face, mean nothing now. You try harder, yet nothing helps. Simplest tasks become painful,leaving you exhausted, making you feel like a worthless cunt. You don?t want to show your weakness to the world because you don?t want anyone to push you away. It?s easier to hide rather than listening : ?You are just being dramatic!? from them. Suddenly you catch yourself living in a slow motion. Days become indistinguishable and nights, a never healing darkness. The white noise starts crawling on your body. You try harder to make things around you right, giving your 100% to the people who matter. You blame yourself for every little thing that?s going wrong. Even when it?s not your fault at all. A fragile mind is insane that way, it refuses to understand the difference between suffering and torturing self. One more failure is not an option for you so you choose to live within a comfort zone where no one would ask any question. The low self-esteem becomes unbearable to the point where you let others blame it on you, anyway. Every single time. 

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