I lost my father last year and after that I was very alone depressed and my girlfriend was always talking against me never takes my stand and because of that I never consulted a doctor and now my head bursts. I have even tried to commit suicide once by cutting my hand. I miss my father alot if he would have been there with me then everything would have been fine I think alot sometimes and do not get sleep. When I eat and think about my father or my girlfriend fights with me on phone then I vomit. Recently I have consulted a family physician. He said my blood pressure is high 100 by 160 he gave me 2 medicines Ciplar and sibelium for 1 month but then also its not affecting me. I feel giddy sometimes and sometimes I cannot control myself. I REQUEST YOU TO PLEASE HELP ME I CANNOT HANDLE THIS.