I am 31 year old female, working as a clerk at a construction company. I lost both my parents and have no siblings. My financial background is not good. My father had a loan which I have to settle. I could barely manage my expenses with my income. The head of the construction company is a lady. She is in her late 30's.madam allowed me to stay at her home since my home is far away. Madam stays in home with her parents and they have a maid. I have been staying with her family for 2 yers now. When the maid is on leave, I do the laundry and help in kitchen. My boss (madam) is a strict professional. Well dressed. She wears pants, shirt (inserted) and jacket. She wear shoes and socks. Also she wear gloves to office because she has a condition eczema on her feet and hands. I have never seen a smile on her office when she is at office. She is someone who regularly monitors each and every employee. The company has a good reputation. She is now a wealthy entrepreneur .she owns expensive cars. It's said that she is from a middle class family and now she is one the richest person in town. I have noticed that all employees both male and female are scared taking to her. I have seen men shivering when called to her cabin. But people stay in the office as they are well paid. A job in her company means you have a good social status. Madam, drinks a few pegs in the evening. Recently she told me that she is not married because she is a lesbian and she can't conceive a child due to an accident. She said that after the accident she slowly developed a liking towards women. Men did not interest her. She asked me if I could be her partner and gave me time to decide. She also settled my debts, but did not force me to her partner. Her parents too love me. But I am not a lesbian. But on a few occasions I felt sexually attracted to her. When we are back home after work, she at times as me to massage her feet. I do that. The smell of her sweat socks when I massage her feet gives me a sexual happiness. So my mind says that I can be her partner. I have said to her family that I am not a lesbian and I may not be able to satisfy her sexual desires. But I will do my best to be her partner- physically and mentally. Now I have a few lesbian movies and I feel okay to be her partner. She has agreed to marry me as same sex marriage is not illegal in india now. I think I can go ahead in the relationship. But I need a advice on how to handle the relationship - satisfy madam sexually. Please do not call.