I am passing through a deep depression and anxiety, my parents leave me, I have friends from last 4 years, I stayed in a ladies hostel, with a help of my boyfriend, he is very caring and loving, I never think my Life without him, but I promised him ,if I can't get any government job, I will leave him, now only few months left, I didn't get any job, he had some social and mental issues that's why without job, he can't marry me, now I am a breast lumps painful and vit D Deficiency patient, level 21, I feared to lose him, I can't focus on my study, it seems if he leaves me I have die. I can't go beck to my parents, they already neglected to take my responsibilities, no one wants to marry me, as in our village all are aware of my relationship, I can't live with anyone else, I feared to lose him, I am preparing for banking job, but I have pain in wrist and almost whole body, I can't recall my studies for so mental stress, help me, how I can focus on my study?