Am a 25 years old female. Got married 1 year back. My husband never showed any interest in having sex with me. It was just 5 or 6 tyms that we had a foreplay and never proper sex. He never tried to show any type of intimacy with me. I felt like he is avoiding me most of the tyms. He used to take care of me well, helped me very much in studies, took me out for shopping, bought me things and all but sometimes he behaves so rude that he even spits on me or bite me hard. He says it is for fun but I was getting hurt. He used to tel me that he loves his friend (boy) most in this world and he can't love anyone else more than that. He was very short tempered and I was not even courageous enough to question him. We got divorced 4 months back. I still love him deep in my heart and I can't forget those good things he did for me. Now I am very depressed and I feel guilty for what I have done. I can't sort out right and wrong. Can not concentrate in anything and crying every single day. My love for him is killing me. Will you please help me get out of this?