Dear Doctors, My age is 34 years old male and unmarried. I want to live life like a swan not like crows. I want to live the best life by achieving the best I can. I want good attitude with purity, patience, confidence and love. But my life is fully opposite. Low paid job, and unmarried. I never like my life and myself. I am very fearful, hesitant and depressed. I feel like committing suicide everyday. I always pray god that take me away from this life and cry inside everyday. Always fear and inactive. I started watching motivational movies and meditation. So I could be free of fear for sometime. Should I commit suicide? Or is it possible to achieve my dreams? I beg all doctors, please guide me.