I have been masturbating every alternative day from 4 years. I am trying to stop it, from this year reduced to 2 times a week and this month I controlled it to 9 days which is highest control from past 4 years. I really worked hard this time and thought I will stop it forever. But I did it again today and cried for half an hour very badly. I have been crying from around 2 months whenever I do this and suicidal thoughts are also occurring. The main cause is pornography. I don't know much about the bad effects of over masturbation, I saw on Lybrate only like erectile dysfunction, premature ejaculation, infertility etc ,don't know I have got any one of this, if I control it to 6-8 times a month upto marriage, it may be after 3,4 or 5 years or more, at present I am 21, will I have any problem in satisfying her or having children. Suggestion pls and any way to stop this bad habit forever.