I am shattered mentally and emotionally. I was in a relationship where we both had trust issues. I got pregnant and in sonography report baby was bigger than expected dates. Doc said it is possible I tried to explain him so much that it is yours I am not a person who will sleep with anyone other than you but he did not care to support me. 2 days before abortion I tried to explain him said that we can consult other docs find out the reason why it is this. He said I was not giving him time and suffocating him. And I waz impatient and was not able to control myself. I got aborted he did come there. He did not paid anything my parents did. And till knw he is not believing and not talking to me. And its effecting me so much. Abortion then his behaviour. According to him, I did lie to him in relationship. Like talking to someone and not telling him. And he said if I can lie then I can lie for anything. But he is not understanding that this is a very big thing for me I can never ever do this. I can never do this to him because I love him. What should I do. I am very much traumatized by the situation.