I am a very angry person, in the office I behave normal, I talk politely and I remain well mannered but as soon as I am talikg to my family for example my husband I get very angry I shout on him on the streets or in the house and I also hit him, I always complain about his usual habits and my concern is money he is not earning since I have come in contact with him he is not responsible towards me he never gives me gifts or leave alone the household expenses, I have been handling everything since ever, his parents hate me and his younger sister she is bitch a pain in the ass and very cunning mean cheap low quality garbage, I sometimes feel like I should have married a rich person coz now I realize love flows right out of the drainage in marriage I can not connect with him though I have the realization that he is a good person but whats the use of niceness without money, I work very hard t achieve my dreams but he on the other hand in pretense of patience take things very easy and that irritates me, oh how I wish I die asap to save myself from this crap,