I am 45 years old female. I have been diagnosed to have Bipolar disorder with depression and anxiety. I was treated by several docs who prescribed me Alprazolam 0.5 mg along with not less than five anti-depressants and Oleanz 5 at different times. My husband not able to cope with my poor situation, often got aggressive and beat me brutally. It increased my depression and I didn't have any option but to be addicted to Alprazolam. In 2012, I got 3 seizures and one was fatal. Now still my home front gets quite depressing increasing my tension. I fortunately got a neuropsychiatric who has controlled my situation. But sometimes I pass through so traumatic phase that I crave for suddenly boosting up medicines like Clonazepam, but my treating physician never agrees to prescribe. At present I am prescribed -- Dayo-750, once daily, Migrabeta-TR 80, O.D. ETILAAM -1 mg O.D and Buspin-10 O.D. He had treated me with Epsilon 300, Mirtaz 15 mg. Now he has stopped and I am quite okay. But sometimes I need some strong anti-anxiety medications. Please advise. Regards.