Hello doctor, Mine s love marriage v got married in march 2014 my husband loved me loads kept me very good nd even me treated him like my kid our love bond wr very strong but n may 2015 he met a lady 8 years elder to him who was his x colleague just 1 months she worked wit him tat time v wr n love he told me about everyone n his office after tat she left tat org then after 6: months he joined n a hotel. During may she came to tis hotel for a guy but after c'ng my husband she used him for car food and accommodation 3 days they both roamed my city nd d 3rd day I got some doubt nd asked my husband as he was n night shifts he said he was busy those 3 days and n day he used to go out stating he is going wit a guest because v own travels. I dint doubt he would sorts of things even his colleague told about her. But on tat third day after I asked him he went out without informing me. I searched 4 him nite day cried a lot dint eat @ al. After 3 days he came back home by leaving her n airport tat too she got married nd having 6 years old kid from nepal. But I collected al d info about these crap things from the hotel. He came home nd said many lies tat she s his 1st wife nd tat idiot's daughter s his own kid like tat actually he s just 21 tats wat I dint believe his words he thought to escape from me so I called cops nd they compromised us tat time he ll b gud to me then again he went to hotel. Tats it started to torture me like hell tat month fully I dint sleep may b 1 hour a day I dint ve food I survived only wit water. Again I approached police again he was gud nd bad by telling he does not want both me and her but having touch wit her and wats ap imo lik tat. I even saw many videos of him to her which s very awkward. On 31st may I found her no I dint even reply her but she blocked him nd it was India's no. I cant reach her n tat no. But tis idiot found tat msgs n wats ap nd cried then he started leading a normal life wit me but I dint trust him he was true tat time. Then june 31st a guy for whom she came to chennai called his no fortunately I picked his called told everything about her to me answer to my husband. Told tat she s a prostitute and still cheating many guys n India nd UAE. After tat I became normal nd our love bonded stronger again but still I cant forget those incidents nd tortures of my husband. Daily i am crying nd sometimes fighting wit him like hell. My love my trust my faith everything become down but I can not live without him I wanna forget those stupid things which almost killed me and still killing me. Im trying yoga nd al possible ways but still I feel lik tat incident happened yesterday. please help me to live happier life wit my husband.. My heart so afraid to trust and love him lik before but he promised me he never change again. we are trying for baby guess this affect me to give birth to a baby. please help me:(