I am 18 years old female from india, I recently had a break up with my boyfriend who was my best friend and I am still so in love with him and I am experiencing so weird things with my health like being alone all the time, over thinking, dizziness or blackouts, being totally lost minded ,not willing to do anything productive, laziness, experiencing insomnia or feeling sleepy all the time, feeling low, willing to cry, avoiding family etc. I am experiencing this from past 2 months .The thing is his presence in my life matter to me allot and we have to break up because of my family issues. I just want my best friend back in my life as before. please help me to know that what's the matter with me I mean what happened to me.