user. You have taken right step at correct time to address your problem .please consult any professional and let him /her decide your problem. If you need my help you can contact me online.in the meanwhile try few things.
Do something or some activity forcibly to make your life on proper track as you are saying you don't want to do many things. Its good that you know due to lack of some activities or due to your unwillingness the main problem is arising. Many people goes through these situation in their lives and don't even know their problem ,i can understand your condition, in your situation inspite of your will, practically you are not able to do these things. Concentrate on your positive features ,you are the one who knows your problem and infact also have some idea regarding its solution, the only problem is in its application. Our feelings are within us only. Don't allow your sadness to dominate your happiness ,there are many option then why to choose sadness although our mind will search the negative thoughts as these are more dominating but are we not strong than our thoughts ultimately it is within us. So we can give it proper direction. We can make our body such that it chooses only happiness from small things, many times there are things which is not in our control or useless things in which we get involve and makes our life complicated. Try these things slowly you will see the difference, make some good friends ,share your feelings with them, start some activities ,do whatever makes you happy. Give some time to yourself. Don't take extra burden on yourself .life is for enjoying its different colour not for bearing such pressure.