Its really frustrating for me to deal with my frustrating feelings. Its like a battle. Sometimes I feel totally charged up to pursue everything I want to and the next moment I end up feeling empty. I am unable to stick with anything I am deciding to go with. I have lost concentration power to great extent. I had been a 90% student with commerce background but now I am not really able to prosper. I had a bad childhood and even now I live in an atmosphere where my father drinks and create issues. I have a depressive family background but only I know this. I have been very sensitive person now. I cry even when I see a person begging or a piece wandering in the road. I have turned very deep and emotional at the same time. I want to die coz of my dual thoughts but the next moment I feel like, I will be out of this. I will be fine. I easily associate myself with anything. Ex - when I watch a movie I feel I am the character and my brain works accordingly, when I read a book I feel I am a writer now so I live as a writer for some days. Its troubling me now. Recently I watched a movie called a bridge to terrabithia and I feel like making my own tree house in a jungle. All about fantasy. What am I suffering from?
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There could be a host of things you could be suffering from. Your family history must have contributed a lot to your condition. You ae also very suggestible and indicate weak ego boundaries. You must seek the help of a professional. Being the child of an alcoholic you will suffer from Adult Children of Alcoholics Syndrome almost without exception. You will tend to have similar traits of an alcoholic but in a milder form and if you touch alcohol yourself, you are likely to suffer from the addiction to the substance too. Life is very precious and because of your circumstances and suggestibility you may do something impulsive. Therefore please help immediately.
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