How to tell your doctor sir. Even I don't know the problem mental. Never be happy always take things negative. Depression stress all the time for no reason sometime reason are there .I live past not in present and future. My gf is there we are together from 2 year I say I love you it's not from heart but I love her. My family financially condition going bad and bad what should I for then job right I can see but I don't wanna do job. Only mean I am. I love dance and I am professional dance .but I don't do dance I teach I quit my career in dance. Everyone said don't quit .but why I don't listen to anyone y.I need perfect then I will be happy things fitting on my mind. If perfect things I didn't get I go in depression. What should I do sir. Afraid of every thing. In 2013 my breakup done because that. I was in depression to because or that. But now I have serious gf why the. I can not love here like before I did. First I have accept reality's.