Hi doctor, I am 25 years and just 36 kg, Im not gaining weight at all. I do night shifts, when I'm at work I am very much busy with my work but when I'm alone on weekends then only I feel a kind of depressed. Im not sure its depression or not. I'm totally opposite now to what I was in childhood. I was very jolly, active, friendly and happy but now as I said opposite completely. I noticed this change and n me when I slowly start maturing and understanding things. Now I feel I don't know myself, I don't know my choices. I don't know what I like and what I don't. My parents are pushing me for marriage but I'm not yet ready for it, I don't want to get married since I was in class 9 and now because they are pushing me im a kind of having phobia of marriage. I continuously dream of marriage and I used to be scared. Sometimes I feel something is wrong with but what is it I don't know. Sheela Gupta.