Since 2 years i'm feeling so upset and depressed as I lost someone whom I love so much. But now I often feel fast heart beat and sometimes allot of anger. I have also panic attack due to phobia of darkness. During panic attacks I feel like i'my dying. I feel breathless, so fast heart beat, shivering body and I start screaming. I this condition my mom gets so angry on me and she scolds me during attack. And due to anxiety I want to spend time with my family members but they don't give me time. They said you are just a time wasting girl .i spend my time mostly in study but sometimes I want someone to share my good feeling and sometimes my worries but there is no body. My friend always trying to degrade my from her boyfriend and she also degrades abd inskuts mn. She talks with me so shouting. I helped her in studies always but she do not care about me. Now i'm feeling so weak and I need help. please suggest me.