After my break up I got very lonely. I had friends, but soon when j got to know about the 7 selfishness, j distanced myself from everyone. I stay alone now. I don't want anybody, bit at the same time I want people to understand me. I am afraid to get closer to people with the fear of being hurt. I often get mood swings and get get upset. I am not able to free my mind. I have constant fear of losing people, due to which I leave them before they leave me. And I end up being alone. I have financial issues. And I M upset with my body, the way I look. Job dissatisfaction. And a Relationship I have no hopes how further will it last. I am always in tension. Have start hating myself. Please help me. Show me the way for a better life.