I am in a generalized state of stupefaction for a long time now. For a few years starting during my 3rd year of graduation I have been confused, having problems with my memory can't make it through a single paragraph without losing focus and concentration. Was always distracted during classes. Thinking of various excuses to bunk and miss lectures. Now its been 5 years since my graduation i've been missing out on my daily activities that I did previously. Mostly I am in my room with very less social interaction. Can't make a single conversation without losing interest midway. Thats why i've lost contact with most of my friends. Even if they try to connect & meet I try different ways not to be available. And I was a person who loved talking and making friends. Now I can not comprehend whats been affecting me. I loved to read and go out, I am unable to do so now which is affecting me to a great extent. I haven't been able to maintain a regular job as my profession requires social interaction.