I am 18 years old I am terribly stressed I have no one to open my heart with I am in love with a boy he misbehaves with me he says he want to die and this thing makes me feel worried my question is that do someone die for someone he is a highly eccentric guy at times he treats me like his queen and at the moment he mistreats me I am in no position to eat sleep I cry for hours my exams are on my head I can't study I am a science student who opted arts in graduation I feel to quit I am of no good in arts no one will understand me they say try I try my best but all goes useless I feel numb I am obsessed with that guy I want to leave him but I love him he says he loves me too but he is too rude I guess he wants me for his intimacy my family is so conservative my father is dead when I was a kid no one is mine I want to study but I could not please suggest me what to do.