Am I depressed? I sleep a lot. I have anxiety problem. Few of my family member has depression. I m too lethargic. I delay my work for months. N I don do at times. I have enrolled myself in painting class 1 n half months back n I didn't go till now. I was average in studies I could not finish my degree. And I blame my extended family for that. My kids specially my girl doesn't love me cause I have been hitting her n yelling her recently. I look for love. I have a husband who is v gud. But I feel empty I don know what I want? my life has become aimless n jobless. I feel v much unwanted. My parents r not that gud. They hardly call me. I want my life to be full of love n happiness. But it is not what shud I do. People think m blessed I have everything one can dream. What shud I do to make it colourful?