I am 25 years old, I was working in a MNC. 20 months ago I left my job for better opportunity. Since then my life changed. My friends left me. I have gone through breakup. Nothing left me in my life. No friends no can contacts. Nothing. Even after work hard. I am not yet qualified for higher jobs. I was very good in academics. So everyone have High expectations From me. But I am not able to Full fill their expectations. I am depressed now and having suicidal .i don't now how to tell my family about my failure. From a legend have become failure. My bank balance is empty now. So I have to borrow money from my family. It hurts me a lot. There is nothing left in my life. I have started talking to myself. My thinking never Stop. If it will go in same way. I will become mad. Secondly I had never physical relationship with anyone. And I want to live like this forever in my Life. But now it distracting from my studies. Please help me. I neither want to commit suicide nor I want to live like failure.