Pls let me know should I live or suicide. In my 15th age it's all get started. In the form of bdd ,ocd n depression. I've got 95%marks in 10th grade n 87 in 12th. Then I chose btech. I've got admission in a govt engineering college as I got good rank in entrance. After that everything gone wrong. I started drinking and smoking. I thought it can minimize my depression. Then I become alone. No talk with anyone. Always sad. Then I quit btech. Then I took treatment. After few months my problem get minimised. Bt it didn't last more than a month. When I felt sick I went back to hospital n took treatment. When it decreases I tried new study path. I've tried b.com, animation,fashion designing, interior designing. And I tried to go for small paying jobs. I couldn't complete anything. I tried suicide. When I tried suicide first time I've taken to hospital and took ECT. I tried suicide twice more. Each time I took ECT. It's been a month my ECT finished. I joined a job. Now I lost my job because of my disease. Doctors and my relatives didn't allow me to die. But nothing can cure me. My mom already lost lot of money for my treatment. What should I do now.
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Dear Lybrate User, A lot of time, energy and effort takes to overcome the mental disease. Suicide or its thoughts only reflect the easy way out. I do understand it is very painful to undergo depression n multiple mental challenges all at one time but suicide is NOT the answer. I belive you would require a lot of Psychotherapy and medication for the multiple challenges you have. I can suggest one method if you align or resonate with the therapy approach - Past Life Regression Therapy. You look for answers you are not able to find in past lives. If your belief system allows you to go for it, it has promising results in depressing n ocd. But there are cetain contraindication which needs to be ruled out. You can contact me if this feels right. Divine Blessings!
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