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Hello sir. Yesterday I was sitting in the library and studying. Then all of a sudden I don't know from where a thought came in my mind that whether I am straight or not. From childhood I always fantasize about sex, how it would be like, even when I watched any youth show or love movie I always thought even i'll have a beautiful story like this. I didn't have any sexual experience or any boyfriends. But ya I do have crush on boys and I sometimes felt shivers by their touch. But I don't know whats wrong. Actually a girls dupatta brushed me and I felt a warmth like feeling .There are no sexual fantasies. But can dis happen. Can sexuality change at this age. I don't want dis. I wanna have a normal life. Yesterday I even read some sex stories on Wattpad but did not feel the same throbbing down below which I used to feel. Well whenever I watched porn or read stories like that after a long time I used to have throbbing sensation or a wetness. But nothing happened yesterday. But even the thought of lesbian sex scares me. It feels weird. Please help me. Actually I am preparing for an entrance exam. I used to watch these youth shows but to controlyself and to devote more time to studie. But a few days back I was really tired and frustrated so I watched all the episodes. I had done dis many times since 10 years. Broken his swear many times. I liked all dose lovey dovey scenes on the shows and couldn't stop myself from watching them my quality. I may sound maniac but this is how I am feeling. Every another day now my mind get occupied by any stupid days and my time gets all wasted. And dis stupid lesbian thought.

1 Doctor Answered
Hi lybrate-user it's conman thing, Now you are young and matured sexually ,mentally, physically so it's attraction, it's sign and symptoms you young, for your study you start yoga and meditation and physical exercise 40 to 50 minutes daily morning and evening, and control your mind for more information consult privately.
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