I got mental attack firstly at twenty year. During this I suffered hallucination and delusion. I admitted myself to neuro physician. He has been kept me on medicine lithium and olanzapine for six to seven years inspire of not feeling of suicide. During this l have got three to four times manic and depressive phase. Then I got admitted central psychiatrist institute (Ranchi of india. They have also kept on medicine lithium, olanzapine, serotonin drugs for three year but got manic or depressive attack two times. Then I advised a neuro physician ,he diagnosed bipolar 1 and left lithium drugs saying it depressed nervous system ,and kept me antipsychotic drugs till 2017. Now my medicine is loaded 80 mg and aripiprazole 15 mg but major problem is make medicines poor memory. Am I going right now?