Hi lybrate-user, I am really sorry for the emotional pain
you are undergoing, but suicide is definitely not the solution for all your problems. Your parents may be abusive, but try to ignore their negative response or impact on you. Life has got good and bad in everything, we need to face life with courage and strong mind. In future stop telling your problems to your parents unless it is an emergency. It would be better for you to discuss this and try to overcome this problem with the help of a Professional Psychologist
who will help you to cope up with the same. If you are interested you can contact me either through text chat or online consultation yes you are most welcome.