Hi As I was chronic alcoholic till 2016 sudden I had to quit due to alcoholic liver disease. Doctor told Me if you continue to drink you have less chance to survive if you will follow healthy life style then it could be you will survive for 10 or more years as per my current liver status. I have family wife and two kids 9 and 3 years I want to live for my family. But alcohol withdrawal symptoms making me helpless. Although I did not drink for 4 months. I feel heavy forehead burning eyes dizziness can not tolerate light. Live in as room where no light being switched on. Can not go outside in the day when I face light I feel heavy eyes dizziness like I am losing control over my mind. It feels as my brain is covered when I see around me it looks like darkness and I feel I would be faint Its been six months since I have not gone outside for long I keep my eyes close most of times it realize me that I am safe and wouldn't be faint. I feel sad helpless always think about health and blame that I did not do good for previous life that's why I am losing it. Fear of dying fell I can not breath hospital comes in to my mind where I would be saved When I got frustrated due to my unwillingness I think drink till unconscious and do suicide But whenever I go outside my three year son says papa where are you going then I stop myself and try to regain the energy to keep me fit. I just need your advice these symptoms are related to liver problem or depression or alcoholic withdrawal symptoms.