I am a recovering porn (6 years) and alcohol (2 and half years) and ganja (1 and half years) addict. 1.porn and masturbation (stopped watching completely for 5 months now) 2.marijuana addiction (stopped consuming for 2 years now) 3.alcohol addiction (stopped drinking completely for 71 days ago) I have decided to quit all the addictions, I have decided to lead a positive life and bring my focus back on my work, socializing (as I have lost all my friends due to addictions) and I made all the necessary lifestyle changes. But in the recovery, I have been suffering from extreme panic attacks (mostly socially and sometimes when I am alone as well) extreme over thinking extreme anxiety extreme depression muscle tension while doing tasks and I am unable to function well stress I have used some homeopathic medicines last 6-7 months but none of those have been helping me. It's mainly the panic attacks while socializing and over thinking all the time (can't get out of my head) I understand that scars or benzac are addicting in nature but I want to use in moderation for very short term to help my journey of recovery because I was a very lively person before and I have athletic (athletic body) and intelligence and I believe I can recover from mental illness quickly with time and aid from medications.