Sir from childhood I wanted to be doctor so that I always studied biology deeply and my maths was very good too. So I was always in topper 3position in class. But when in class 10 minority of my friends were opting for maths then I was feeling tough to take biology. Then was very tensed thinking too much. I took maths with additional biology. I started to prepare for IIT as my friends but when took both chance if IIT and could not qualify. Then I started feeling guilty and started preparing medical then in entrance exam I was unable to score well then I decided to. Then I thought to again qualify btech entrance first then in ibstarted preparing hard in mean time I got panic disorder and after recovering Little my mind changed to directly go for MBBS enter exam and regular attempts pmt 3 attempts but I was under medication on paroxtene 37.5 CR I thought I will leave medicine when I will qualify. But when my sgpt increased I had decrease my dosage of paroxtene. I thought too much I and I was getting sweating and panic again. And my condition worsen and within months I have now recovering but unable to decide which stream to as I have lost 6 years after+2 being a topper student in past. Now I am felling burden. Now my preparation is on verge to qualify but I am not felling interested in mbbbs after losing so many years. I am completely confused and I am on medication on panazep 25 and quetiapine 300. Please help me sir.