Sir maine 7 th class me masturbation start kiya tha ek dost ke khne pe .fir hmko ye aacha lgne lga mai 2 din beech kar krta tha. Dhire dhire ye meri aadat ho gyi. Uske bad porn bhee dekhne lga. Kab aadat ho gyi pta hee nii chala. Mai ek brilliant student tha. Class 9 th me mer fan se hand ka wrist thora sa kat gya tha. 10 th tak sb thik tha. Mai brilliant student tha. Fir dhire dhire mai down hote gya study me bhee. Man hee nii lgta tha lgta tha masturbation kru .porn dekhu. Meri problem start hue 11 th me .mera hath tremor krne lga. Uske bad kamjori. Fir study me concentrate nii kr rha tha. Maine bhut masturbate kiya. Ab aaise condition ho gyi hai kee porn dekhne pe pura sperm out ho jata hai phle paani nikta tha ab sperm. Maine 1 doctor ko dikhaya uske bad wo betacap tr 40 diya. Aaur vitamin b12 dawa aaur vitamin d.kuch din thik rha .par hand tremor fir se chalu. Ecg ka report bhee normal hai. Doctor me bola. Hand me pura kamjori lgta hai energy hee nii milta. What can I do .pllz tell me anybody .ab suicide krne man krta hai. 1 bar try bhee kiya huuu.