I masturbation in women clothes and masturbation pretending myself as women almost last 5 to 6 year now I have fear about I can't get an erection in real sex although I can't get an erection without my routine masturbation pattern I feel very depressed and I also lost interest in real sex and fear about real sex is it normal this masturbation and I have bought I am from lgbtq community how can I overcome from this pattern.