2 years back I faced betrayal from one of my colleague in office due to which I suffered generalized anxiety disorder. I was prescribed nexito plus for 5 months and I got completely cured. 2 years no issues. This year in feb again I started getting anxiety due to call from same friend. I was managing it without any medicine. I used to go through some of the confession pages of company where ppl write all kind of dark confession like their extra marital affair or the affair before marriage and all. I started putting myself in that place due to anxiety and thought what if same thing happen with me. What if my partner hide things from me. I started getting anxious. I started imagining that what if she had anyone before me and all. We are together for 10 years and I never had these thoughts till date but yes I was very possessive for her. I was never comfortable around her male friend. They were never close but nowadays I am started thinking what if someone has touch her which is not true as I am aware of everything. She is one of the best person anyone can have in life. She is most simple and down to earth person and that is why I am feeling terrible and disgusted why even I am getting this thought. I am feeling ashamed and guilty of myself. I am getting afraid that this should not make be sick so much that I loose her and my family. I cannot live a single moment without her. She is my whole world.