I am in a relationship with a boy but he is not ready to marry me, he is just confused about his family, even after our abortion. He gave me faith, that he will never leave me but later he is again not ready to marriage, he is in a confused state. Lot of family problems too and even sudden financial attack. My life is total miserable, after a some point I am used to pain, I even do not know how I feel. I'm loosing hope from all side. I was a very positive and easy going person before. Now I totally lost myself.