I feel like emotionally broken. We are 3 friends one of us is a girl and we both loved her. My friend proposed her and she said yes to him. Now I feel like I lost everything. I'm so broken. please just help me I do not want to be like this anymore. This pain is unbearable. I have to meet them, I have to talk to them, I have to smile with them, and I'm tired of acting like this. please lead me out of this painful web.